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I feel like my days are just getting worse instead of better. I thought time would make it easier, but it hasn\u2019t. If anything, I feel like I miss him more and more the further he gets away from me. Knowing now that his funeral is about to begin\u2026 I just can\u2019t.<\/p>\n

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I keep telling myself to be happy for him, to laugh a lot, just like he always did and would\u2019ve wanted us to. But it\u2019s so hard. I can\u2019t even listen to his voice without feeling overwhelmed by sadness\u2014knowing we\u2019ll never hear that voice get to live the best life it deserved.<\/p>\n

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I just can\u2019t. I can\u2019t accept it\u2014not now, not ever.<\/p>\n

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People might move on, they might stop talking about Liam, but not me. Never me. He\u2019ll always be in my thoughts and prayers, no matter how much time passes.<\/p>\n

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Some people tell me to find comfort in something or someone else, but honestly, I don\u2019t want to. There is NOTHING and NO ONE like Liam and the way he made me feel. His music, his voice, his smile, his laughter\u2014that\u2019s where I\u2019ll always find my comfort.<\/p>\n

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Liam, I love you so much. More than words could ever express. \u2764\ufe0f<\/p>\n\n

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